Now that I'm coming home, the gas pedal is going to be down on EVERYTHING. I am delving right into classes...have to get books, etc. all that jazz. And figure out Newport bus schedules since the shuttle is running to and fro...and Bio stuff like research lab and if I have to resubmit my quarterly report and proposal bc there were inconveniences with those before I left...and my work schedule, and I can't do my internship anymore bc I won't have a car...and money issues because I'm paying for my own rent so I need a well-paid job because I have awesome qualifications but no car.
I feel anew, and I have so much inspiration to do so many things, so we'll see what things I can accomplish little by little...like making clothes again, painting, and writing music (and getting on the Dean's Honor List again). I'm a bit worried about moving in and have itty-bittly stressed about that...but wouldn't you if you didn't know for a fact whether you would have help or not? Everything always works out, but that is a legit area to be concerned in...esp. since my sister has to move in to UCLA on the same day and I can't drive anymore so I can't exactly help myself! I have to let myself rely on someone else, and that's a very hard thing to do!
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